Yeah, haven't been able to upload anything due to the fact that my scanner isn't set up and I haven't been able to find the stuff that goes to it. I want to put up some pics sooo bad, I haven't been able to upload anything since July, that sucks balls!
Anyways, life.
If I had put up a journal everyday starting about 4 weeks ago, each one would've probably said: "I want to die." About two weeks ago was when I started feeling less crappy. A week ago, even less. Now? Still a little bad but I no longer spend my spare time crying and wondering about what could have been. So yay, I survived my first heartbreak! At least I know it's possible. It's hard sometimes to look on my profile and see all the love messages that are there, I should probably delete those but I'm afraid I'd be tempted to read through them, and then of course I would get sad again. It took a while to get used to not getting any phone calls or love notes or getting to see him everyday like I used to.
But I've recovered like 95%, and instead of crying over the past, I'm starting to look more to the future, shady as it seems, seeing as I'm kind of confused lately about what it is that I truly want right now. But nonetheless, still looking forward to it. A couple of you guys helped me out, and thanks for that.

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Fear is power...
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'e ola i ke ano Hawai'i
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So come aboard and bring along all your hopes and dreams!
Together we will find everything that we're looking for!
There's always room for you
If you wanna be my friend?
We Are
We Are on the Cruise!
We Are!
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~ I may have many fears, but the only thing that really terrifies me is losing everything I love~
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good-bye may seem forever, fairwell is like the end, but in my heart the memory and there you'll all ways be. <3
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oh god what am i doing with my life?!?
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'e ola i ke ano Hawai'i
Wow, it's been a long time since we've talked. xD
What goes on~! cx
You've really improved art-wise! :0
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Icon by *n-ostalgia~~ :0
HARPG Horse account- ~SF-Stables
Fan-club- ~LanceyTheDog-fc
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Photography is subtractive art. First we throw away 90 percent of our photos, then crop, remove colour, remove noise, removing what is left bit by bit until we have only the reality we wish to show.
Cant wait to see your half of the trade! ^^
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I love just who you are, aint go and tryn change it, you are my shooting star, thats why you are my faveourite <3
Lol, i just felt like doing that! Hiya 8D
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I'm up for Rp anytime, just leave me a note or message :3
Main characters, i Often use....
Hellzor, Yasha Stonez.. ect * Just check out my Gallery >>; xD;*
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paint me rainbow~
*throws a bucket of skittle in the air* 8DD LOOK ITS MINI RAINBOWS O3O
TIM D=< I DONT NEED PANTS
Tim: THEN FINE *STEALS PANTS*
8DD yay...HEY WAIT YOU PEVERT! >.<
Tim: YOU SHOULDN BE TALKIN MS PERVERY >8D
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CP fun inspiration: [link]
bumblebee is the dancin king. watch him dance!
ME: 8D hai nichelle owo
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paint me rainbow~
*throws a bucket of skittle in the air* 8DD LOOK ITS MINI RAINBOWS O3O
TIM D=< I DONT NEED PANTS
Tim: THEN FINE *STEALS PANTS*
8DD yay...HEY WAIT YOU PEVERT! >.<
Tim: YOU SHOULDN BE TALKIN MS PERVERY >8D
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